StarryEyed

So, does everyone remember that movie 40 days, 40 nights or whatever? The one with Josh Hartnett. Well today I got challenged to something like that. 30 days, 30 nights. Single, celibate, etc. For some reason everyone thinks this is going to be so hard for me! Whatever. Watch my celibate ass whoop yours, bitches!

By the way, obviously this means I am recently single.  If life were to imitate art then I would have seen a painting that depicted a girl catching a guy cheating. Good painting. Go art! Yay.

Also, yesterday I signed up for school. I start November 4th. So perfect timing as I am about to have NO time for guys. This will be my schedule Monday-Friday:

6am - wake up
7am - work
330pm - drive home
415pm - do homework
530pm - 945pm - school
10pm - home
10pm-1030pm- FREE TIME
1030 pm - sleep

Rinse and Repeat.

Well I’m excited anyways. More to come.

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She is gone
Painting the words with her lips
Soothing his heart
Making everything alright again
Walking away, walk of shame
Going home
Writing love on her arms

She is gone
In whispers of not enough
Silvery sweet steel
Brushing kisses across skin
Soft and pretty, lovely not loved
Feeling blank and empty
Writing love on her arms

She is gone
Alone and lonely
Lost in a world of everyone else
Secluding herself
In a dented heart
Curling up in a ball
Writing love on her arms

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Well folks, starryeyedrissa.com the blog is finally up and running. Thanks in large part to a bunch of people who heard me complaining and helped unravel the frustration. Much thanks to mercutiom for being um amazing and working on it while he’s at work!

Ok so, welcome to the world where photos are primarily taken from above. Its kinda crazy and hectic here, but what can I say? Usually I like it.

So basically the past week has been rather insane. I found out some very sad news, that my grandmother has cancer. From what I hear she’s going to be fine after she has surgery but that doesn’t really make me feel any better. Also, for about a week and a half I’ve been moving and that hasn’t been super fun. I work in Phoenix and live in Gilbert so that’s a good 25 miles + drive to and from everyday. So I haven’t had much time to do anything. Get up around 630 am, get to work, work my little starry self for 8-10 hours, try and get home ASAP and move some stuff over a weeks time. So I moved everything but my mattress, my desk, and my futon by myself. Luckily for that stuff I managed to get a friend to grab a big truck (as compared to my small truck) and help me out. So now everything is at the new house. My room is tiny and we’re arguing constantly over everything from internet to cleaning to money. I just want everything to settle down and be calm and ok again. I really wish she understood I am here for like 10 hours a day and 8 of those are sleeping.

Anyways, I’ll get back to you tomorrow if anything comes to mind or to add more on the past week. Right now food is beckoning me!

-starryeyed

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